Admitting to smoking pot, Kristen Stewart says, “You can Google my name and one of the first things that comes up is images of me sitting on my front porch smoking a pipe with my ex-boyfriend and my dog. It was taken the day the movie came out. I was no one. I was a kid. I had just turned 18,” she told Vanity Fair.

Kristen admits the image along with her being in the spotlight has made it difficult. She says that smoking pot might make her seem like a “delinquent,” but it was no “big deal.” She says that it changed her daily life instantly. “I didn’t go out in my underwear anymore,” said Stewart.

The star also admits to being made fun of when she was a kid. Stewart says to Vanity Fair, “Not like I cared that much, but I remember being made fun of because I wasn’t wearing Juicy jeans.”